So near. Yet so far.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
-="His Feelings"=-
He is really suffering... in a very deep way... He try to keep the happiness when he saw you... it is just tat he doesn't wanna let you to see his sadness... He was really trying very hard... but in the end... it adds on to his sufferings... All he wans is simple... just being able to be with you... but... you have already had a HIM... haiiz... he has gone into breakdown in his inner heart... totally down... He trys to ask whether could he send you home as a nobody everyday... but he doesn't have the confidents... as he is a nobody... and he was afraid tat he will be rejected... In these days... he was extremely sad in his inside... even till today... he trys to ask u if could he send u home... but fates juts like to play around him... he was waiting for u... just hopes tat he could see u and he will then went forward and ask u... but... he doesn't see u at all... if there is... after tat u would have donnoe gone where... he walked around the school... trying to find u and ask... but it came as a nth... haiiz... maybe the fate really like to play around with him... as he is so nothing... emptied shell... haiiz... sufferings tat he have got... has really made a great hit into his back injuries... he really can't take it... going to collapse soon... really... very soon... and... also... if wad u left in ur postes's last paragraph is for him... he doesn't tink so... haiiz... he really wish to talk to u more... but... but.... but..... haiiz... he sees all around him are all with their HERs... but left him... sitting in the canteen... hoping to just see u and tries to ask u... haiiz... he has gone into a lonely and suffering state... everyday... going home alone... do things alone... and... even stare into spaces alone also... useless has always wad he is feeling... totally of him... haiiz... haiiz... haiiz... heartx u... wanna be with you... can u accept just for him?... but... u already had a him... haiz... no hope for him le... =(...
he didn't giveup;
& he's still loving *NQY* at 5:19:00 PM
5:19:00 PM@
dye hair blue/purple
November 2005